A Mothers Questions

We have never met face to face.

But I feel your movements all over this place.

I imagine your personality, your character and your style.

Do you have my legs, or fingers or maybe your fathers smile?

I have so many questions which keep boiling up inside

Like when I sing does it sooth you?

When I cry do you feel it?

When I am scared are you scared too?

Are you happy inside me?

Do you even like the food I eat?

I am so excited for all our first moments

From latching onto my breast, to crawling, walking and talking.

Where will your little feet take you?

Will your words and questions you ask overtake you?

Who, what and how are you going to be like Siam?

Are you going to be a loud mouth like your mother?

Or maybe smart and mysterious like your father?

Will you be a role model to other kids, smart and wise?

Or will you be the class clown funny and alive?

Gosh Siam all these questions make me even more curious

Some will probably never get answered I will just have to Trust,

That you will be everything God intended you to be

Unique and special made of Avon and me 

A Dancing Girl - Spirit of Hope

I am not much of a poet but since yesturday I have been really thinking about the feeling of Hope and just felt a strong urge to write it down...and it came out something like this -----

With out it life feels pointless, purposeless, and meaningless. That is why you know exactly what if feels like when you don’t have it you see this four letter word brings a point, a purpose and a meaning. I like to describer the word like the spirit of a little girl.

She is like the warm summers sun that greets you in the morning,
She puts a smile on your face and wipes the tears a way from your mourning
She has a mysterious presence that out shines the darkness,
She tells you that you look great and that you are uniquely flawless
She grabs hold of your anxiety and lets you swirls her around with joy
She reminds you to dance, laugh and she plays with you like a child takes pleasure in a toy


She is small, young and pure and can sometimes be taken for granted.
And if you forget about her she will leave you coz she will feel unwanted

So when hope comes to your door embrace her with pride.
Take her by the hand and show her your life inside.
Your life will be transformed with a different light,
You’ll get that job and finances will be sorted
You’ll be blessed with a child and not want to abort it
You won’t have to wait all night by the phone,
You’ll be comforted to know you won’t be alone

Let her in she is the radiant spirit of hope.

What I know For Sure

That God made us in his perfection,
That He is my creator and I should respect him.

That forgiveness is not an easy choice,
That you should trust God and listen to His voice.

That I am uniquely designed when I look at my reflection,
That God will always be my protection.

That when I choose to dance, draw and write I express my passion,
That having a smile on my face never goes out of fashion.

That each day that comes could be my last,
That when trials & confusion come we should pray and fast.

That a moment spent with loved ones is never a mistake.
That you can never have too many friends that are great.

That I should never stop being me or give up dreaming
We all have a light to shine, we should do our best to keep it beaming.